As I am scrolling through all the blogs I subscribe to and navigating WordPress in order to find new blogs that might spark my interest, I notice something. In terms of love, there are only negative stories being posted. I mean I took one psychology class in college and understand that negative emotions are most often what motivates people to express their opinions in a public setting, but my goodness! It was quite depressing. I am not interested in dating and starting a new relationship at this very moment, but even I am hopeful.
I have had some really bad dating experiences, and I have seen every relationship around me fall apart right before my eyes. Yet, I still have hope. There have been so many times I wanted to give up on love, but something deep down inside of me wouldn’t let me. I cursed love and swore I would never believe in it again on several occasions, but as time went by and my heart healed after every scar I had to admit to myself that…I still believe in
love. Even if everything around me is telling me not to, I will always believe love is real and that there is a love out there just for me.
Somewhere out there lives my “adam.” The guy that I was made for, because “man should not live alone.” I have cried a lot of lost tears and have felt the pains of love way too often in my life, but I will not give up waiting on him.
I may have to endure a few more loveless relationships and sorrows of learning “it was never real,” but I will never give up.
One day…I will love.
And it will be beautiful.